welcome!

this is my website. Here's my neocities profile. I'm not really sure what to put here at the moment so for now it will stay empty.

If you want to contact me try it through geekedloser0[at]gmail.com or dm through any social media you find me on.

links

  • | instagram | letterboxd | spotify | pronouns.cc | spacehey |

    updates (mm/dd/yyyy - ti:me)


    [09/ 20/ 2026 - 12:40PM]
    attempted to change fonts.. otherwise did nothing besides fix SOME typos

    [08/ 27/ 2026 - 11:40PM]
    edited soul and xtra pages layouts

    [08/ 27/ 2026 - 10:02PM]
    creating a new about page

    [08/ 23/ 2026 - 4:30PM]
    updated xtra pages layout to match mind pages

    [08/ 16/ 2026 - 10:35PM]
    updating mind page

    [08/ 15/ 2026 - 11:55PM]
    updated index page planning to add more images

    [08/ 12/ 2026 - 9:00PM]
    made update list
  • about me


    heyo,

    I' m Tristan, better known as blue online of course. I' m a 13 y/ o half mexican half chinese guy from H-Town [Houston], Texas.
    Sadly I don't speak any other languages other than English but I hope to change that someday. I' m not very big on the personality quizzes and that stuff but if you care to know I' m INFP-T and 5w4, those were the results and I' m to lazy to do research.

    Occasionally I' ll make stuff, mostly stuff digitally made, but the apps I use are ibisPaint X, FL studios, blender, and photopea. My big 4 really.
    I love music, it's been a big part of my life. Most of the people I've met and hold dear to me in real life was through band. I played in my schools jazz band two years ago and since then I've always loved jazz music and other genres similar. Being online more frequently also introduced me to more electronic and experimental music, music I would have never discovered if not for me having a friend who loved these genres.

    My other interests include film, history, architecture, good ol' commerical art (J. C. Leyendecker, Norman Rockwell, ect.), fighter jets, graphic design, digital art, and video/ music production.

    about the website


    Alright, let's go 2 years ago when I was 11 y/ o, I was scrolling on the depths of my youtube algorithim when I discovered a video about the indie web, and of course I wanted to be niche and at the time I was getting strangley hyperfixated on website formatting [everytime we had a free choice project I would make the project on different website formating]. When they mentioned neocities it was like something snapped in me. I immediatley opened a new tab on my laptop and made a neocities website. And can you guess what? I forgot about it after a month. Forgot the websites name and the password. I ever forgot what email I used.

    Fast foward, summer of 26', I had just started finding myself again after being in Texas middle school for a whole year, and as I scroll on pinterest as I do I spot it. A website. But it doesn't look like the other business websites I was used to. It was creative. Then it clicked with me, neocities. I made two previous websites before this one, abandoned them both after being annoyed with everything. Then made this one. Originally I didn' t understand anything as with the other two sites. But this time I was dedicated.
    Now we' re here, this website is still a work in progress with a lot of empty spaces and links that lead to no where. This site will probably be a work in progress until I' m in high school most likely. But I' m okay with that.

    I really appreciate it if you actually read this, of course I wouldn' t blame you if you did. I wouldn' t either.

    TL;DR


    Discovered neocities in 2023 and didn' t understand it so I quit, came back the summer of 2026, made two sites before this that I abandoned, plan to stick with this one.

    moviefilm .orderedbydate

    Mid90s(2018) - I liked this movie. Fourth grade and Ray were my favorite character.
    The Perks of Being a Wallflower(2012) - Watch this movie I was a bit lost on the first watch near the end when they talked about Charlie's aunt, but when it did click it surprised me to say the least. This is another great movie.
    Archie's Final Project(2011) - Saying I love this mpvie would be an understatement, I need this movie in my blood. I wish more people would watch this movie.
    Donnie Darko(2001) - This movie was my first time watching Jake Gyllenhaal, at least if my memorey serves me right it is. The movie itself is an absolute cinema.
    American Psycho(2000) - I watched this movie during a road trip not to long ago, definently not the best idea. Top 10 most mischaracterized main characters, the movie was actually very interesting.
    Fight Club(1999) - Like most of the movies I watched on this list I came in without knowing much and happily surprised. It was a great film, top 5 on my list.
    SLC Punk(1998) - This movie was the first time I saw alternative subcultures represented in a movie. Bob was my favorite character in the movie.
    Forrest Gump(1994) - I cried watching this movie 10/10.
    Stand By Me(1986) - I was obsessed with this movie for a while, it was so interesting to me for some reason.
    Taxi Driver(1976) - I remember the first time I watched Taxi Driver, I had no background knowledge of the movie when I first saw it and I thought it was just going to be another boring watch. It ended up being one of my favorite films.

    music

    The Beatles, AJJ, the dead milkmen, mac demarco, overtonight, car seat headrest, the books, maebi, birth day, duster, alex g, modern baseball, mom jeans, bobby darin, akron/family, sublime, nirvana, pain, limp bizkit, bloodhound gang, descendents, system of a down

    shows/ anime

    South park, king of the hill, breaking bad, dexter, bobs burger,

    literature/ manga

    The Strange—Albert Camus : I loved reading this, it was so interesting to me reading about how he felt about his trial, great book.
    The Outsiders—S. E. Hinton : Like most people I read this book in middle school, but it was easily my favorite school read.

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    Websites .linksifnone

     
    alorainc stansamazingwebsite hydroweb

  • Miscellaneous

  • others

  • idk
  • uhhh. . . idk
  • to-do list

    stuff to add/ fix
    • add more stuff to mind#default/ mind#internet
    • add more stuff to soul#see
    • start working on body also figure out what to put there
    • start working on microblog
    • create manifesto
    • create essays

    blue rambles about anything atp

    topics to talk about
    • what is it like to spend the summer alone
    • does anything good come out of letting a 13 y/ o online?
    • why is everyone obsessed with being niche?
    • Archie' s Final Project and how it helped me be more aware
    • why I' m blue

    "I'm God's lonely man"

    movie characters i love
    01 Travis Bickle taxi driver[1976]
    01 Archie Williams archie's final project[2011]
    01 Donnie Darko donnie darko[2001]
    01 Corey archie's final project[2011]

    what makes the blue turn yellow

    a list of things that make me happy
    • collectables
    • color grading/ cinematography
    • maximalistic graphics
    • physical media
    • fast paced music
    • personalized anything
    • mathematics/ history
    • cool looking tech/ 2000s tech
    • body movement
    • peaceful silence

    get ts out of my face

    i hate these fucking things
    • slop content
    • loud repetative sounds
    • school water fountains
    • pure wood surfaces
    • solely online communication if I know you irl
    • making important decisions with no time
    • AI

    I ran out of titles

    hobbies I wanna get into/ topics I want to learn about
    • journaling
    • graphic design
    • unabombers manifesto
    • literacy rate
    • 3d modeling
    • digital art
    • music theory
    • anti-social to incel pipeline
    • javascript